Middle of the night thoughts

Well, it's the middle of the night and I am just rambling along in my head. I feel like a boat bouncing up and down in uncharted waters, not really sure of where I am headed. Should I fight for testing my Youngest or just let it go and keep doing what we are doing as far as homeschooling? Should I keep applying for jobs out of the area or just wait as I now know I have a job till July? Should I continue to try and rid the house of unused, unwanted and just plain junk or am I giving too many things away that I may later regret? Shoulda, woulda, coulda. I have been praying for guidance but at this moment in time, I just question myself if it is God's will or mine. I just don't know. Thank God for the 3 F's-family, friends and faith....it will in the end be God's will not mine. This Too Shall Pass and Let Go and Let God need to be in the forefront of this rambling brain!